The Best Moments

I have tried blogging a few times about my dad, but its just been too hard. I first want to say that God is so good to me. I cant explain how difficult its been to see my dad go through this. However, God has shown me things that I wouldn't trade for anything. Its been a really great, wonderful, hard,funny, sad, loving experience. Today I want to share one of my experiences with you all. It was a funny one, I laughed the hardest ever and it was with my dad. It started on Tuesday on of the days dad goes to dialysis. After work I head over to my rents house and as I walk in my mom says, "your dad is in a very bad mood," which is normal for after a day at dialysis. She likes to warn me cuz I get all hurt when hes mean to me. I tell myself its understandable being that he is sick. She also mentions that he has markings on his head and I asked her like what, blood? She says no I'm not sure what it is. Well I call for him and he kinda yells at me, something to the extent what do you want, but not in a nice way. He was in the restroom and was being really really grouchy so I left and decided to go back after hes not annoyed. I called my sister in law who picked him up from dialysis for me and ask her if she noticed anything on his head. She says yes and assured me it wasn't blood. She said what it looked like to her was like what her dad had on his stomach when the doctors wrote on him to cut him open. So I hang up with her and call dialysis and speak to a nurse. I ask her if they wrote on my dads head for some reason because he came home with marks on his head. She was trying not to laugh at me but she did! She replied that no they didn't write on him. I call my dad on my way back over and ask him the usual questions like, how are you feeling, do you need anything. I ask him about the markings my mom says he has. He says he doesn't know what it is. He fell a few days ago and i asked if he was sure he didn't hit his head. He says no, so now I'm eager to get there. When I arrive I go for his head first and immediately say they are veins, purple veins that I have never noticed. I text Vanessa who is a PA and goes to my church. I'm questioning her and explaining and she says well if they are veins that were not there yesterday than its not normal. I tell her man I have never noticed them. She goes on to say ask him how he feels and just keep a close eye on him. So the next day I go to work worried but I know the nurse goes to see him that day. I get there after work and he says, "Mama ya se lo que es en mi cavesa," he tells me that he let the nurse know i was worried cuz he had purple veins on his head. She examines him and says its ink!!!! I was so sure they were veins. Then he remembers for her but not for me, and goes on to tell her ohhh look I been scratching my head with this pen!! Can you believe that?!!! I'm such an idiot! He does it for her the way he scratches himself and she says yup that's it. He had been writing all over his head with a pen and I was freakin out for nothing! But boy did we laugh and laugh about it. I will remember these moments and cherish them forever.

No Workie Yet

Okay so my phone has this cool progam called my closet, its suppose to help me get dressed. Also its suppose to help me remember what I have worn already, that's awesome. So I'm suppose to take pictures of all my clothes one by one. I started to and got bored. Now I have a mess. Ill let you all know how it goes...TBC.

Work

This is what my desk looks like when I have a busy day at work. I get so swamped that I don't know what to work on first. But I like it, days go by faster.

Copied

Even found the toilet paper in the fence still.

Everyone Should Recognize This

Here is my favorite section at Henrys. I hope all of you have received on of these at one time or another full of something sweet. I sometimes wish I was a full time baker. I know I'm not the best, but I do enjoy doing it. I catch myself thinking a lot about things as I bake. Its kinda like my alone time. I love feeding people sweetness, sometimes I like to watch as they eat. Well depends on who it is, lol.

A Broken Foot

Today we went to Applebees for my nephews birthday. Well, I am ashamed to say that I didn't know my nephew had a broken foot until he came out from the table. I didn't want to ask what had happened since I was already getting an earful for not visiting them. I was afraid my brother would let me have it for not knowing. See we have a big family, so I usually hear things more than once. I guess I missed it somehow. I'm a bad aunt.  :(

Passed Out

She was talking to me and I back to her, and next thing I know she sleeping. Who knows how long I was talking to myself. I guess I bored her. :( 

Pecan Pie

Well they said it was sooo good and I'm sooo glad. I made D and Juan this for their anniversary. I hope you enjoyed your time together, although not alone, lol.

I Dread It

Today I was alone at the gym, I took a picture of my least favorite machine. I have the weakest arms ever, I don't know why. I have just always been that way. Here it is, its called number one. I put the weights on 10 cuz I hate it so much. Wish my arms could take more.  :(

First Google Phone Pic

So today was church and Adri brought Adriane and they sat next to me. He did great I think, and I'm so glad cuz Adri got to sit and enjoy the service. I on the other hand was being distracted by her talking stomach.

A Sad Day For My Left Foot

I saw these heels at Journeys and instantly loved them, so of course I bought them. I'm gonna say I have had them for about two years. They are my absolute favorite heels, I like that rugged look that they have. Well, the thing is that I have this thing I do when I wear heels. I like to balance on one foot and spin on the heel. I always do it and nothing ever happens. Well today it broke. I was in Adriane's office and spinning like I usually do as I waited on her to stamp an order. So she starts laughing at me, I was so sad. They were already worn, but Journeys hasn't had anything similar in forever. Someone put glue for me, but I don't think they will ever be the same. Goodbye my shoe.

Kids Table

I as well had to sit at one growing up, but I didn't mind it. We even had a kid table at home. It seated three. My dad made it for me, Noel, and Sylvia. It's still there in my parents kitchen. Well today we went to DQ after church. I sat with the kids to be silly. I asked if I could sit with them and they were all, yeah. I also told them lets see who tells me something first. Well guess who, yup it was D. Didn't even get to sit with them for five minutes, lol.

Getting Learned

Today I was at my parents and Dad and me were talking about things. It was one of those conversations that I really don't like. I'd say we have had maybe a dozen my whole life. I love him, I love talking to him, I just hate him hurting for me. I can't lie or hide it, he knows me better than anyone, I thank God for blessing me with him as long as He has. My words to him usually after a conversation like that are, vamos pa fuera. I try to change the mood of the conversation I suppose. So he says,vamos a ensenarte a cambiar una llanta. Im like grrr, shoulda stayed with the conversation,lol. So you see my pic right? The first thing he does is tells me a story about him getting fooled by the fake bolts when he changed a tire first. He was trying to take the bolts off the hubcap and wouldn't give up and broke them. He explained that those are for decoraction, and not to ever do that. I was so laughing at him. He said remember to take the hubcap off first. Awe, lol, I couldn't stop laughing. It was a great day with him, I really needed it. So did I get learned? Yes I did, but I don't think I wanna change my own tire, ever.

My Favorite

I usually have coffee and hold out till lunch, but I hate being hungry. So I bought my favorite cereal, and milk of course and took it to work. Only two people have hit me up for some.

Cheetos or Lays?

She reminded me of myself for a minute. We were getting ready to pay and I tell her to grab some Cheetos for us to share. I know she loves Lays potato chips, but I felt like Cheetos so that's why I specifically said that and plus she eats anything, lol. Well I'm watching her and as I'm thinking she's gonna grab the lays sure enough she grabs them first. But she also grabbed the Cheetos, lol. She didn't even ask, she didn't even look at me while she did it. It just so reminded me of how I am and was. I loved going grocery shopping with my dad and I never asked I just put whatever I wanted in the cart. I knew he would not tell me no, and I suppose Madison learned the same somewhere along the way.

Right Next To My Pop Sticks

Can you believe this, I went to the ice-cream section to get my pop sticks and what do I see? Yup that's is exactly what you think it is. Now they are mixing the dog food with the people food. I tell my dad, ira nieve pa los perros, and he doesn't believe me. I don't blame him of course because I'm always messing around. So I pull it out to show it to him and he takes it and reads it and puts it in the basket, lol. He said, pa el Buster. Well Buster loved them, all I know is I better not see the canned dog food in the canned good isles next time I go shopping.

My Store

If I could stay in here all day long I think I would and I'll make any excuse to go. It's funny cuz when I get a call and I say I'm at the store, I always get back, oh at target, lol. Today I went twice and I'm sure that I am one of those customers that employees think, man she is always here. Come on who doesn't like Target? Who doesn't prefer it to Walmart or Kmart? They got nothing on this store. I even like the clothes here. When I first brought my dad along and bought clothes from here, he was all... no me digas que vas a comprar ropa aqui. He always likes to pick on me about where I shop, grrrr. Anyway what a great picture, I think I could actually live in here too.

Do You See It????

Well do you, do you know what I am talking about? I'll give you a hint, but hopefully you already looked closely and spotted it. Here is the hint, so I had no lunch date today, and what do I usually do when I don't have one? Go shopping alone or go to my rents house. Well its my infamous tea from Brandon Iron, being left on a shelf while I look around. I was getting a discount for a while because they thought I worked in the mall. Finally I fessed up one day cuz I felt bad. The owner still gives me one and always says you work here right? I always tell him no and you keep asking. I usually set it down on a shelf while I look around. Also if someone is there I always tell them get me a tea, lol. You know come to think of it, I think almost everyone has gotten me one before.

The Couch, I Mean The Mill!

I had no pictures today so after church and lunch today I got home and just took one of the mill. It sits in the living room at home and well there is no furniture in the living room at the moment. My sister just bought the house and they have TVs in their rooms so they don't really use the living room. I however, do use it. I kinda have been slacking off on the jogging. I would usually get on it right after the gym and watch TV while I jogged. Now I sit on it and watch TV, lol. So today at lunch Dee was saying how stuffed she was and I was thinking how I been eating out a lot now. So I thought I better start jogging again and well I told myself I would get on when I got home. I turned the TV on and Never Been Kissed was on. I sat and started watching. It took me a whole ten minutes to tell myself to quit using it as a couch. So I got on and jogged today. I did two miles not what I'm use to but I'll get back up there. Jogging is one of my favorite things to do but I don't know what happened. I really don't :( 

La Bebita

That's the nickname okay. What it took for me to get these pictures out of my moms house. She always tells me "no quidas nada" so she didn't want to let me borrow them, but I did. Okay so this picture I'm about 9 months sitting on my dads wagon. We always had wagons and suburbans growing up, there were too many of us. We lived at this place called Little Creek Motel until I was about two. That's the background of our apartment. My dads boss was the owner so we stayed there for free while my dad built or house.





Here we are at a park, I know my mom told me which but I can't recall. My mom was a stay at home mom and always had us with he. I'm the smallest there the one with the big diaper butt of course on the bottom right. Didn't like pictures then either, lol. That's all of us except my dad. Man my brothers where so cute and I guess my sisters were too.




This last picture we are at my baptism, I'm not quite sure who the lady is carrying me. I forgot to ask my mom, sorry. That baptism meant nothing of course :) I can't wait to see all of you all!