WRONG BUT RIGHT

Easy right? Maybe not. I'm only suppose to care about what God thinks right, and no one else? Of course He is my number one person to please and He knows my heart. However, lately I find that I am examining myself more than ever. I'm smart enough to know that when there is examining it's for a reason. In my case it's pretty serious examining going on. I wanted something for so long and prayed so hard for it. It was something of good to pray for. I understand that it shouldn't be what I want but what God wants. Also that it is Gods timing and not mine, I just couldn't bare to feel like that anymore. Does this make me weak, or even selfish, maybe, but I know that I was changing and I didn't like it. God will not put anything upon you that can't be handled right? I know that He knows my heart. I know that He forgives, but knowingly knowing is different, knowingly doing is different. The choices I make are my own, but I am His. Let Him be the only one to judge me. I know it's hard to not judge, but only I know why I it came to this.

Till The Cows Come Home

I really got myself into reading everyones blogs and decided to make one of my own. After all, the only thing I ever hear is blog this and blog that. I did this about a month ago and hadn't written until now. I suppose I had been keeping to myself a lot, but I knew exactly why. It's good to recognize and understand why you are acting the way that you are I think. Well, reading everyones blogs really got my mind off of things, which was good. I would read a lot and never leave comments, until one day someone gave me a good outpouring on this. Well, now I leave comments and think that it's so awesome how we can touch each others lives with a simple comment. I mean why read something that makes your heart ache for someone, and not let them know that you will be praying for them? Why read something that fills you with love and happiness and not tell about how much it touched you? Also, who better to tell than you all right? Fine, so today I introduce myself as a new blogger that looks forward to many happy and sad stories. As for funny, it has to be really good to make me laugh. No but really, happy,sad, or funny,it's all well worth it. God gives us everything for a reason,and I truly believe that they are all blessings. Sometimes it's just hard for us to see them as blessings.