It's Monday and I am already ready for Friday again. I was talking to this girl here at work when I got back from lunch and she asked me how I was doing and I said great. She tells me that I always say that I am doing great and that I must have bad days every now and then. I just smiled and told her I try not to.
See this girl is always complaining about something that's going on in her life. I feel bad for her and I always tell her that God loves her more than anyone ever will. I told her that my life isn't perfect at all. She said that she never hears me complain, and I told her well maybe not to you. She said something that really got to me. She said that she wishes she was anyone else but herself. I told her that I would be praying for her.
So I came back to my desk and started to think a little. I don't think that I have ever had that thought of wanting to be someone else other than myself. Even now that I get that feeling of failure or disappointment. I know He loves me no matter what. I guess when I start to feel sad about something I always tell myself that God has blessed me so much even when I think some things are not blessings. When I feel like things are not going as I planned, I try and remember that God is in control not me. Everyone has bad days I know this, and I'm not having a bad day at all today, I guess Sam just got me to thinking. Our lives are not perfect and simple and full of excitement all the time, but we have many things to look forward to. I mean I have such great friends and family that it would be impossible for me to even want to be someone other than myself. The most important thing that I have to look forward to is heaven.
This is not a sad blog, but a blog for you to not be too sad the next time that you are feeling sad. Did that make sense cuz it did to me? Then of course I am the writer so it would make sense to me.
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My Friend tell me that I am very "Salado" and that I need to go to church etc. I just laugh and say "theres not enough Holly water to wash all this salt off" Im sorry for speaking like this on your blog, but its who I am and how my life is so far.
Your so sweet when you tell someone that you will pray for them. I had a friend do that once to me but he did'nt say "I'll pray for you" , he but his hand on me and said something like "I rebuke You and other stuff" ........ he was a big time Christian, I bet he hated working with me.!
Well Lucy you're doing good by always being happy. You should be proud of yourself, in a non-prideful way, that you're able to keep your testimony in front of the people that you work with.
water is water rob. it aint doing anything for no one.
i concur with rob about the sweet thing and with d about your testimony.
keep it up...
@Robert, don't be sorry at all. I am no better than you. We are all filthy in some way, but it's great to know that God forgives and loves us so much. I know that your yearning for God Robert and He wants you to choose Him so badly but he won't force you to. You have to make the choice. I will be praying for you, someone did the same for me. :)
@D awe D I love ya!
@digi well thanks Sal and thanks for getting us all into this blogging world it's in good use!
@Rob,dont know u but i know exactly how u feel. We know theres something missing and we know its God but its just so hard to try to come back. I say come back for me becuz I was born and raised in the church,then left after graduating,then came back again,then just recently back slid again and still strugglig. Its not easy but just like I know God is still fighting for me he's doing the same for u :)
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